IM between Old Friends

me: I have some exciting news, the Judge called me and wants me to move in with her and go to school in NY.

Jewels: what Judge???

me: remember when I worked in the Superior Court

Jewels: yeah

Jewels: you were cataloguing documents I remember that

me: I was her court clerk …. and data entry …. bla bla bla talked me into returning to school …. well …. was in the same state I’m in today, and we spoke and she wants me to return back, move in to her guest room “is waiting” and I didn’t even tell her anything or ask her

Jewels: wow that is amazing.. and will you have work there?

me: that’s the cool part …. the same day … ah yesterday … I applied for unemployment and I found out that I get extra time because I was enrolling with an on-line college for my Masters….. but the Judge has always wanted me to go to a top tier college and she has written recommendations before … I bought $300  in books to study for my GRE test and essays and information for my future learning desires.

Jewels: wow that is GREAT!!!

Jewels: so what about your husband???? if I can ask?

me: lol lol lol

me: his girlfriend will be my neighbor! but I gave him my blessing

Jewels: wow!! so are you guys divorced?

Jewels: sorry but it wasn’t clear

me: he didn’t tell me the court date was in June but his girlfriend thinks so

Jewels: OMG Aiych, that is such a typical “you” sort of response.. I love it..

Jewels: hey as long as you are happy that is all that matters

Jewels: super great news about school

Jewels: so when do you move back school must be starting NOW

me: I am praying for a full scholarship

me: it is going to take awhile to apply and get in order….

me: worst case scenario I am going on-line for my masters which is what I was going to do before we talked

Jewels: ah okay… so you aren’t going to start this semester

me: it’s so frigging amazing this happen Jewels – I never even thought that it would be possible to move back

me: oh no … we have some letters to write, tests to take, essays to do

Jewels: wow that is great… and you want to move back to NJ?

me: oh god … I hate LA

Jewels: that is really great

me: I missed NY and I missed my friends there …. it was the first time I had friends that were MY friends and accepted me besides you and the few on the west coast …. Flaws and all

Jewels: well LA is challenging to say the least.. I love it but I could never live there again.. it was amazing being there for a week wish I could have been there longer

Jewels: ah okay.. that is great..

me: I’m going to research courses and write my essay about my hacking/government/cyber terrorism and economics

Jewels: what was weird was that it felt like I never left…wow!!!!

Jewels: well if there is anyone to tackle spy stuff it’s you my dear

me: I know …

me: it came just in time …. I dumped my parents and my whole family was pushing me to go to Thanksgiving and my brother told me I was turning my back on the family and I said nooooooo what about my pain

Jewels: wow… so are you still in LA?

me: yeah I have the plane ticket for next month and I called all my customers in the government and received %100 support and my work is weird which thank god I was officially let go of my contract my mutual agreement due to lack of on-site work assignments

me: anyway … just got up and going back to bed …. saw you and had to tell you this because I really thought that after what happened on the job I was fucked

me: and now anyone who was taking advantage of me during that time is now fucked

me: I mean….because they lost their chance to do right in my situation, gave me no support, and everyone knows. Oh and hey …. check out

me: The Sky is Over music video on youtube

Jewels: wow.. sorry for delay… my computer is being wonky but happy as I was FINALLY able to get into a site for school..

Jewels: oh funny I know his stuff.. really great.

Last message received on 9/19 at 6:24 AM

But me kept writing for when Jewels gets back from school…….

me: Elect the Dead! Yeah old but hey I haven’t had any time off in awhile so enjoying my computer…  anyway …. Jewels they got paid 750,000 for my job before it was finished and took it out of my hands and they were are keeping me out of the loop after all that dedication to chain of command and sacrifice ….. it was heartbreaking!

me: they have been trying to convince me to go to a psychiatrist but I have been reading all the government forms and I have to release all medical records and what were they trying to do! no good !!!!

me: they told me that my therapist I have had since 1999 isn’t good enough because she is on skype and I’m not using my work insurance but paying out of pocket … and I told them … she knows who I am … she knows I’m not crazy and she works with the military abroad – she deals with me as a whole person, and we don’t entertain chapel perilous …. we get me normal not the situation

me: ok … I think I vented …. have a great day, thanks for being there to listen … I always love I can blurt out things randomly and still feel like you are listening …. love u

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